Oh no...

I think I am in trouble...

I can't seem to move on... What am I going to do... My heart and my brain are telling me different things...

Thank you for the memories

This is for Boy.

Thank you for the memories for the past years. Its been sweet and although sometimes bitter, it has been good.

I hope we can still be friends since we had been soul mates for so long, we understand each other and thus should be friends in need...

But I guess it is time to move on. Since I hardened the heart to make the decision, I guess I just want to move on...

All the best!

And all the best for me too!

And I await a new chapter in my life to be opened...

Recovery stage

Hi hi...

I guess I took a long time to recover... Still bruised but recovering...

Life is still going on as per normal... except I dun really have the mood to be naughty... And frankly... I dun think I have the chance to be noti liao! :p

But, of course, as long as I survive this meeting tonight... :|

More information later~~

Thanks for standing by me...

An update again

Hi hi... Its time for an update...

Still in pain... And in shock...

I am meeting friends and knowing new people...

But still...

Dunno lah...

Will start writing soon...

But now... No mood yet... And also a little over-busy at work... Damn tired at the end of the day...

Thanks for sticking around still...

Newest update

Hi hi


Apologies for not updating for some time...

At first it was the usual 'I got too busy with work and too tired after work to write' reason for not writing...

Then it became 'I am having problems with my relationship and so no mood to write' reason...

But now, it is 'I am single now after 6 years and I really have no mood to write'...

So, bear with me for a while...

Sorry...

I miss him, still... But apparently, he does not... *grr...*

Sneaky sneaky

Hmm... Since I had not been writing, I might as well write something since I had just recovered...

Something light... Kekeke...

Have you ever had the experience of sneaking into someone's place for sex, especially in the middle of the night? :p

I had a few of such experience...

The most memorable experience was when EG asked me to go his place after midnight for a 3some. I had been fucking EG and he had told me that he acted as the top in most sessions and he told me there was this guy whom he had been fucking regularly and he would like to have me fuck that guy together with him. So, after accepting his invitation, in the wee hours of the early morning, I traveled all the way to the other end of the Island and waited for him at his block while he came down to get me and his friend up. His parents were sleeping in another room and thus, he dun want us to go up directly and start knocking... :p

So, when he came down, the otehr guy was already there as well. He looks fine, but it seems like he is not very interested in me... I totally understand as EG has a muscular frame and I was err... Oh well... :p

Anyway, we went to his place and have to tip top into the room... And in the act, cannot moan too loudly... The whole time felt like we were thieves... :p Anyway, in the end, EG fucked the guy and made him cum. Sensing that the guy was not interested in me, I din do much and EG wanted to have the guy cum and leave and then enjoy me on his own. However, the guy insisted on seeing EG cum and made EG cum before he leave... *Bummer* Maybe that guy sensed that we wanted a second session and purposely wanted to spoil my chances... :p

Oh well... Anyway, I managed to fuck EG, again in the wee hours of the early morning, again secretly so as not to wake the parents, some time later... Or was it twice... Oh, once or twice, its the same lah... Meet, bring me upstairs, open door softly, creep inside room, make sure dun knock anything down, lock door when inside room, kiss, strip, suck, fuck the brains out of EG, cum, lick his nipples and make him cum, shower, kiss, wear back clothes and leave for home... :p

Then there was this guy whom I had sex with a few times... He stays with his family and so when I was there, it was all hush hush, open the door, walk quietly to the room, quickly close the door, lock it, pull the bed out so it does not make contact with the wall, on the music, kiss, strip, suck my cock, lube up, fuck like rabbits (quietly), change position, cum, wipe cum off, cool down, wear back clothes, then quitely and quickly, walk out and get out... :p

Sometimes I really wonder what I was doing... :p So secretive... So sneaky...

Then there was another time when my horniness gets the better of me and I went on the IRC, hoping to get some action. In the end, a Malay guy messaged me and since we are both horny and he was near my place, I relented and went to his place. I seldom have sex with non-Chinese and so I was really hoping he is an ok fuck. Turns out he is indeed an OK fuck... His bod quite nice... :p

Met him downstairs and he brought me up to his place. Tip-toeing, of course... as his family is sleeping liao. Went to his room and realised he is working as a home-based masseur. We started working on one another and while we were naked and hard and getting on it, his mum knocked on his door! They made a small exchange the mum left us alone to continue... Gosh, guess this is the perils of doing sneaky activities in the middle of the night... :p Need some time to get hard again... LOL... Anyway, I ended up fucking him and giving him a cum bath and then finding my way back home in the cool early morning air on my face... :p

But I am not going back onto the IRC to hunt le... There was another time when I was on the IRC after midnight and arranged to meet this guy at his place. When I made my way there, he came down and apologetically told me he was drunk and high and so he got onto the IRC... Now he's sober and was not horny, he felt bad and so came to apologise... I think he's just not interested in me... Or someone else had beat me to it... Anyway, I went back empty handed and balls full of cum... So... No more midnight outings via the IRC for me! :p

Anyway, thanks for reading... :p

*Cough* *Cough*

Apologies... Was sick since my room renovation... Could be dust related, but I have body aches as well...

No energy to write... or go gym...

But should be up and about soon, though...

Thanks for reading...