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Just some mumblings...

Oh, btw, missing couple sex does NOT necessarily mean I had been having other forms of sexual contact... I just miss having sex with him... as a couple, that kind of thing, ok? :p In case anyone start questioning me... Hohoho....

In case anyone is interested, I had been diagnosed as being clinically depressed... And I caught a re-run on CNA on why teens kill themselves and I got more depressed... Sigh... What has this world came to?

Oh, and he doesn't really care much about my depression... In fact, my depression had became a mode of convenience for him... Whenever I question him and his behaviour and whereabouts etc, he will say that my depression is making me think too much and shut me up...

Sometimes I wonder whether I am being stubborn, not wanting to let him go but to adopt a wait and see approach... I am just waiting to catch him again before I decide to let go... Though depressing, I am kind of happy when he is going out with me...

Oh, and he is still talking about the place we will be staying in in a few year's time... It makes me feel slightly better... At least he is thinking about stayign with me... But then, my ex was also talking about such stuff a few months before suddenly dumping me... Sigh...

Ok, I think I better stop... This is making me more depressed... haha... :p