I'm gay and I buaya, you?

Buaya - Malay language for 'Crocodile'. Also used connotatively to describe cheeky men who are into sex... :)

Friday, January 26, 2007

I am in depression again?

I suddenly feel very lonely... I see couples, I see friends... And I just feel very lonely...

I want to cry, I feel like crying... I feel bad. I need release these emotions. I need a hug.

I think I am really seeping into depression again... I dun wanna again feel like killing myself...

:(

10 Comments:

Blogger thompsonboy said...

*hugzy kokodial*

1:46 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Buaya,

It is normal when we embrace our sorrow, the whole world seems not to synch with our thoughts and emotions. Feeling lonely is perfectly alright; it's an inward journey to recognize your needs. It takes a lot of courage here, though.

You have always been a simple guy - who believes in all things good. Hence, when there's trouble troubling you, you tend to feel shaken - this is normal.

Find the time to cry, Buaya. It will do you good actually. Let your pain erodes with the tears. You must take charge here and not letting your sorrow claims defeat to who you are!

*Hugs*

4:26 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

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Enjoy hanging out with single friends, learn from couples, and be hopeful when you see love birds. Negativity can make even the happiest (and luckiest!) person depressed you know. Change your perspective. A partner isn't everything!

There's family, friends, career, fitness, hobbies, and faith. =)
Never put all your eggs in one basket. Invest in the other 5 areas and you'll be a happy all rounder. Whenever one area fails, you know you'll have the rest to back you up.

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3:13 AM  
Blogger vince said...

Hugss!! please don't be sad.... if u really need a ears let me know. I can just borrow u my ears to lisent.... take care

5:22 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

*hug* Hope you feel better soon..

8:02 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Buaya, hope you get over it soon. take care. hug

10:05 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Buaya, I hope you are feeling better now.. Hugz...and kisses..take good care of yourself..

warmest regards
new fan

12:56 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi -

I've been lurking for a while, but this latest entry makes me want to speak up. You've given your boy plenty of time and opportunity to show his love for you is still strong, and this has cost you a lot emotionally. Imagine holding up a heavy weight with your arm for a long time; it gets really painful. When you finally decide to set it down, it still hurts pretty badly for a while. Know what I mean?

3:33 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi buaya...

wonder if u remember me . am hermes... sigh.. i really feel sorry for u... its way too draining like what the previous guy said in ur comment... if he is really so tired he wouldnt have gone out till so late and can even off hp or missed ur calls and even out till near mid nite..my god... i always believe that there is a limit to everything .. i think it must have been up to ur limit if not u wont be so sad or angry right? ... its all up to u ..if u want more suffering ... if not... i think u r clear to know what u need to do ..

hermes

3:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Big Hugz.

11:47 PM  

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