No more issue...

Ok. I am SO sorry for making you guys read those stuff recently...

I managed to find my boy and I told him we need to talk. After talking, he finally admitted that he is definitely NOT seeing anyone for sex. He rejected thoughts of an open relationship and agreed that if ever there is a need for him to obtain sexual relieve outside, he will somehow let me know, though not directly. I tend to agree that it is difficult to tell your boyfriend that you need other men for their meat!...

As such, I will take a step back, take a good look at myself. I think I might have over reacted and read him a little too far. It might be better to just let him be. If I had not approached the issue with 'caution' but instead treated him with absolute trust like before, both of us would feel better.

Now, to solve the issue of my 'over-the-top' sex drive...