2 things...

1) I found this spam on the Blowing Wind forum...

<<A man walked into his doctors office, and asked him for 3 viagra pills.

The doctor asked, "Why only 3?"

The man said, "Well, Friday my secretary is coming over, Saturday my girlfriend is coming over, and Sunday my wife is coming home from her vacation.

The doc said, "Thats more than I wanted to know, but here's your 3 pills."

A week later the doctor saw the man at the gas station, his arm in a cast, and sling.

The doctor said, "What happened to you? Did the women all find out about one another?"

The man said, "No, Nobody showed up....."



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Hahaha... Nowadays, spammers need to disguise their spam so well... Looked like a joke or some normal post!... The spammer really very free ah...

2) More seriously, I am cooling down my relationship... I have came to realise and conclude that I am probably not important to my boy at all... I began to feel no love from him... No dependencies... There's no sex, no trust, no believe... I feel like a friend to him... Someone he can go out and shop with, someone he can watch movies with... There's no urge or want from him to touch me, to sayang me, to love me (I had not heard 'I Love You' from him for many months liao, asked him and he say he dun want to say if he dun mean it - what the!!!!) and to have sex, or any form of intimacy, with me. Hold his hands and he tried to push them away, tried to kiss him and he squirms away, touch him and he is angry...

What's the point?

I will take a step back and relax... And if he does not buck up, I will break it to him and let him know the reason... I am not to be taken for granted... I also need to feel loved and cherished... I am not getting any younger and if he does not want me, I better find someone else who wants... before I lose my 'market value'...