New Year, New Update...
Well...
I owed you guys an update, I guess...
A lot of things over the past few months... I broke up weith Boy, managed to meet a nice guy, who loved me, but somehow, I dun feel comfortable with the guy... Who was really a VERY nice guy... And I swear, if I had not been with Boy, I will jump at the chance of starting something with this guy...
But somehow, it just doesn't work out... And in the end, I think I badly broke his heart... I really feel bad, REALLY... But I guess, like what a counsellor told me, this nice guy turns out to be a teacher in my life. He is actually a teacher for me and Boy, to teach us both, how to love.
Why so?
After he appeared, Boy becomes very gan jeong over me. He told me he realised his mistakes and he does not wanna lose me. He chased me and frankly, while I was trying to forget him, I was irritated by his actions. But the counsellor friend told me not to resist but to listen to my inner self. The truth is, I will never be able to lose Boy. If I am able to do so, I would have done so years ago...
Anyway, in the end, I hurt the nice guy and went back to Boy. He was euphoric and promised not to hurt me or lose me again...
So, thanks, guys, for the encouragement and understanding.
As for this blog, I was advised not to continue it. Reason? It will affect my relationship with Boy... I am still hesistant about making this decision though
posted by Buaya @ 10:44 PM
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