I'm gay and I buaya, you?

Buaya - Malay language for 'Crocodile'. Also used connotatively to describe cheeky men who are into sex... :)

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

The beginning of the end is near?

Or has it begun but I had been in denial?

*Sigh*...

Btw, so sorry for no updates or stories... I had been extremely lazy and not in the mood... :(

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

Update...

Hmm... I had figured out the DVD thing... I should burn it in smaller bits... :p

And I had just added the interesting blogs that I visited to the side panel... Enjoy... :)

Oh... And I had been lazy... :p Please give me more time to write the next installment... :p

Friday, May 19, 2006

Suaku Crocodile

Well well... This mountain crocodile finally decided it is time to catch up with the technology and got itself a DVD burner... Crocodile needs it to store its porn, which is jamming its hard dick, oops, hard disk...

But hor, this crocodile is so suaku and technology challenged... It burnt some DVD but realised cannot read via the DVD drive... But can read duing the DVD player through TV... Oh yeh... Now Crocodile can watch the porn for computer on its tv!...

But how to burn the DVD properly so that the DVD drive can read?? DVDs not cheap leh... And if cannot store the porn, the hard disk will run out of memory space soon... *Sob*...

Any technology savvy handsome/cute/hunky/horny guys here can help? LOL... :p

Help?...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I AM horny...

LOL... The Japanese boys are driving me nuts! I am going to get my hands on more Jap porn! LOL... Shit.. Hard and horny in office... Later underwear sure wet wet with precum one... :p

Desperately seeking...

1) A website to host my pictures... I have a lot to share, but photobucket suspended my account! They deemed the pictures too R(A)... Anyone knows of any free website to host pictures with, err, gay themes, let me know... Please... Thanks!

2) a good massuer... My back is killing me! It is espscially bad today...

3) a good sucker... LOL... I always loved to be sucked... :p Though nowadays I don't mind fucking too... :)

Let me know if you know of any answers to the above, eh... :)

Thanks...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

My teenage years...

My teenage years… Ahh… What wonderful years there are… I wrote about my first time and my swimming lessons in my secondary school earlier on, and I think I also wrote about how I slowly discover the pleasures my cock can bring me and my love for the penis, right? Hmm… let me recall what else happened during these early days… :p

After discovering swimming pools and their toilets and Redhill MRT toilets, I am beginning to be aware of the fact that is rather easy to obtain sexual relieve from very eager strangers. And slowly, I began to be more and more choosy. I began to develop a disinterest in Indians, but I am still ok with Malay boys… And it is a Malay boy whose dick became the first dick I put in my mouth. But it happened much later in my life, so maybe I will talk about that later instead…

In the beginning, all my sexual activities revolved around Delta Pool, Delta Sports Complex and Redhill MRT. That’s because I was staying near there. I remembered a time when a guy followed me home after I refused his advances… It was similar to the guy whom I sent walking into a Police Post (See my previous post), but this guy knows the area well too and I was walking in a different area of the previous mentioned Police Post. So, he actually followed me while I was ‘giving him a tour’ of my neighbourhood in an effort to shake him off my trail. It, of course, didn’t work… He eventually knew that I was not trying to find a secluded location for his convenience but was trying to shake him off. He stopped following me but started to stand at a relatively open location, eyeing me and seeing where I will be going. When I came out of the lift and walking along my corridor of my flat, I was, of course, shocked to find him standing there and observing me!

There was another incident a few years ago, which a guy who peeped at me having fun with a guy actually took the same shuttle bus as me and followed me all the way to my block and then walked right up to me and said something… I can’t make out what he was saying but I was VERY scared and alarmed. I was blaming myself for not being able to spot a stalker! Luckily, the stalker walked off after seeing me shocked from his approach… It was a scary incident indeed!

Besides the easy sex, my teenage years was also a time when I need to ejaculate once or more a day!... well, I sometimes still do that but I will get tired now but I won’t be tired then! :p I would be exploring the different methods of masturbation and my penis. I remembered my classmates were talking about rubbing the penis like rubbing wood for fire and I tried it. It is NOT a good way of self gratification, man… Haha… Don’t bother to try. Try this webpage instead, if you must!. :p

I also tried playing other stuff with my cock. I remembered writing on my cock to see if what’s the difference when it is soft and erect. I will also find it kinky to write on my cock, like a tattoo… :p I was also playing with the foreskin, stretching it, exploring the very sensitive cock head, etc… I remembered jerking off while lying on the dining room floor as it gets the sun, pretending to be out in the open. There was once some workers were washing the block for painting works and I would still be JO-ing there, secretly hoping they would see me! I would pretend they would open my windows, climbed into the house and play with me! Haha…

That was also when the Internet was not ‘invented’ yet and I have no access to porn… I remembered I would notice newspapers with half naked men pics and I would cut the papers and keep the pics! I would then admire the bodies and jerk off to them! I recalled a photo showing a then young Mr Goh Chok Tong and Mr Lee Hsien Loong and some other ministers in swimming trunks at a swimming pool! It was indeed a kinky photo! Haha… NO WAY will you ever see such a photo again! Too bad I lost the pics… :p

At my secondary school, my friends would be talking about sex and masturbation and I tell you, I will be constantly on a lookout for my classmates having boners! I caught a neighbour dosing off several time and his cock will be HARD when he was dozing… :p Eventually, he either noticed that I was noticing or he became aware of his boner whenever he dozes off, he began to cover groin with his textbook when he began to have an urge to doze off! It was funny! Also, I remembered a classmate walking out from his seat at the back of the classroom to the blackboard with a full erection pointing out towards the direction he was heading! I think the teacher was embarrassed but the guy was proud! Haha… Anyway, he also was sleeping when the teacher asked him to walked out to the blackboard! Haha… I will always remember the ‘direction pointer’… Haha…

I remember there was a classmate whom I think I sort of had a crush on… :p He was tall and dark and from the NPCC. And he was a class prefect. We happened to also be class buddies (based purely on our student number) and we used to bicker quite a bit. He was active and I was the quiet type, so we did not have anything in common to talk about and so we were not very close. But I remember us always trying to out perform each other, like in the school cross country runs etc… But, of course, I will never be able to beat at at sports! LOL… I remember there was once the teacher was sick and we had no replacement teacher so we were all chatting, and being basically naughty, making a lot of noise etc and the class prefects have to go around and making us shut up and behave. This fella was at my place and scolding us when I saw a BIG bulge in his shorts (shaped like a erect cock pointing to a side)! I, of course, tried to embarrass him and asked him what was that big thing… He was embarrassed indeed! But he quickly retorted that that was caused by his PE shorts underneath his shorts and I dared him to show us… Haha… That did the job and he went off totally embarrassed!... I was naughty!...

I saw him again, recently, and was surprised that he had put on some weight and lost his tan totally. And he looked much shorted than before!... I wonder if he is gay too! LOL… He was also single… :) Heh heh…

Ok lah, I better talk about the rest of my teenage years later… :) Thanks for reading!

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

Been exploring...

Been exploring 'cyber-ly', if there EVER is such a word! LOL...

And I discovered several cool gay blogs! :p Including a blog written by some guy in KL! Wow... And it looks pretty hot... Interesting... :p I will put up the links soon... Haha... I just hope my readership won't drop thereafter! LOL...

A few updates...

1) I was attacked on Blowing Wind, after I decided to post something in response to a Moderator's queries. While the moderators there work very hard to maintain peace and order at the forum, I think the place might be ending up like Iraq... I don't like you, I will bomb you till you die... :p

Anyway, I was asked by the guests to 'take a longer holiday' because I 'will not be missed'... *Heck*, am I supposed to cry and be sad that I had lost my 'fans'... *Sheesh*... Haha... Well, I don't care anymore anyway... But I am grateful to Oralb, one of the moderators on BW, for deleting his flaming post... I am not going to post on BW anymore anyway... Unless there ABSOLUTELY is a need. I want to live in peace! LOL... ;)

2) For those who are still concerned, I had not made love with my boy for a month liao... It seems like we are going back to that time again... *Sigh*... But it seems like his health problems is causing his sex drive to take a sky diving course, dipping to almost nil... But I still strongly suspect that it is just his desire for me, not his sex drive.. I still stroingly thinks he is able to find his sex when he needs it... Just not with me...

I am scared... Because this was the pattern my ex-es displayed before they break up with me... :(

3) I had been having this urge to cum at least once a day these few weeks... *Sheesh*... And I thought a guy's sex drive is supposed to drop with age... I ended up with a sore cockhead and tired mornings... And my cock will get hard halfway through work for some (more) attention!...

4) And I am writing my next instalment now... Haha... So, just wait a while more for more of my HIStory... :p

Oh, and on that, did I mention that in my primary school days, I already had pubic hair and am able to hold an adult erection? :p I think I missed this part... I remembered when I was in Primary 5, I had a Thai classmate and as he is 2 years older than us, he was, of course, sexually mature. I remember there was once I pulled something out of my pocket and it hit him quite hard in his groin... LOL... I think I hit his erection and he was like in great pain... Haha... And I can recall a time when I showed him a picture of a naked African guy with a long penis I found in the library and he asked if I like to see that!... Too bad we never did anything... :p

Ok lah... I got to stop here... I better find some stuff to do before my hand start to feel my cock again! Heh heh... :p

And thanks for reading! :)

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

Delta Sports Complex and my first 'relationship'...

Ok, I was PLAIN LAZY… :p

Where was I… Delta Sports Complex… :)

That was where I met the first guy who wanted me to be his boyfriend. :) Let me jump a few years just to talk about this… :p

The problem was, I don’t love him, I was very very unsure about such relationships and gay love… And I was not sure about this gay and love thing. I was confused and was unsure of my sexuality as yet. But he says he likes to be with me and wants me to be his boyfriend…

I met him while I was cruising at Delta Sports Complex. He asked me to his car and drove me to his place for fun. We exchanged number as he said he liked me and we kept in touch for more sessions. Soon, he started to ask if I can be his boyfriend as I said he looked cute while he said only his mum ever said he looked good. (Seriously, he looked ok lah, he was just very insecure, in my opinion…) Being unsure of gay relationships, I felt weird and agreed just for the fun of it. I would call him my bf when we were having sex (which was just kissing and him sucking for me cos I had not learnt how to suck until much later) and he would be happy. But I was very bad… I was scared and unsure and I did not even tell him where I actually stayed. I would ask him to drop me 1 MRT station away from my station and I would then take a cab or bus back… And I remembered that due to our age difference (he in his mid-30s and me just started my Uni course), he would be very happy to stuff some cash into my pant pockets when I was getting out of his car. He would always say, go buy some books, or something like that and then bye… Come to think of it, he was very sweet… I don’t think I met anyone like that every again…

Then there was this day when he was driving me home and his free hand start to feel up my thigh. Now, if my boy would feel up my thigh casually when I am driving now, I would be VERY happy… But back then, I was really scared. It shows that to me, he is just someone who I was having sex regularly with, not someone I loved. Because I asked him not to do it, and the reason I gave to him was rather silly. I said I don’t want the newspapers to report a traffic accident and the driver’s hand was on the passenger’s lap when found!... He, of course, was rather upset…

We hardly went on dates. In fact, I think we had ONLY went on 1 pathetic date. The 2 of us never even had dinner together! I remembered we went to watch the movie ‘Independent Day’ on our one and only date. And guess what, he fell asleep halfway through! After he woke up, he started to feel my thigh and eventually, his hand found his way to my zip and then into my pants! In order to keep himself from falling asleep, he decided to play with my cock! I tell you, I don’t mind at all! But I was so worried as there was a guy 2 seats away from me!... Later, of course, we had sex at his place… He told me he hated watching movies and had almost not watched any movies at all! He even recounted an occasion when he walked into a cinema full of Indians only to discover, when the movie started that the cinema was one that showed Indian movies only! He did not even know what show was on and what he wanted to watch! He just wanted to catch a show and ended up watching an Indian movie with a cinema full of Indian men! LOL!!

After a while, he began to complain to me… He said that apparently, I did not love him but he didn’t understand why I said that he was my boyfriend. I think this happened after he blew me while I was reading a (straight) porn magazine… He thought it was just too weird… Soon after that, he returned my page telling me his mum found out about his sexuality and was upset and he suggested that we not meet for some time. And of course, we lost contact soon and never meet again. At first I don’t mind at all and in fact, for several years later, I forgot about him. Recently, however, I began to look back at my gay history and I began to think about him and some other guys whom I might had hurt quite a bit. I really regret not taking things seriously earlier… But this is all fate, perhaps…

But I am rather upset now… Because I can no longer recall how he looked now. And seriously, I now think of him as 1 important person in my gay life… Maybe we might be bumping into each another but we had forgotten how each another looked like… It really is a sad thing… Oh well…

I still have some stories regarding Delta Sports Complex… But they happen nearer to now and so I think I will write about them later on instead. :)

Next installment, I think I will talk about my teenage years, which will cover my secondary school, JC and early army days. :) Stay tuned! :)

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

I am amused

I just want to laugh... Even though I no longer want to post at Blowing Wind Forum, I still read it frequently. I was hoping some moderator would explain why my posts were deleted without reason. However, as I read and hoped, I was really amused...

There was this thread which started out as someone who's lonely and was looking for friends. Somehow, some guests start to attack this registered member. However, instead of making sure the thread sticks to topic and 'saving' the registered member, the moderators actually changed the name of the thread! to "What used to be "Any Friend In The East..", aka "Gachi vs guest/s""!! LOL!!! I just laughed when I saw the title change.

*Sigh*... What are moderators for? To make fun of the registered members and derive fun from seeing them being abused?

I have nothing more to say. I no longer expect any of the moderators to respond to my request for a explanation. Apparently, we are NOT IMPORTANT. Their entertainment is... :/