La la la la la...

Ya... Buaya is quite relieved and happy now... Cos boy is discharged and resting at home liao... :)

Now I can relax... :)

Thanks for all your well wishes... :)

My heat pains...

to see him on the hospital bed with all those tubes plucked into his hands in ICU...

He's awake and probably in pain though he makes it seem bearable... He still can't eat anything yet... Poor baby had been starving for almost 24hrs as of now... Tomorrow will see him again... If his family is not around, that is...

I think I can only fully rest and relax after he's out of the hospital...

So nervous...

I am so nervous... Boy's surgery is this week... I am so scared that I might lose him... I know it is silly... But you know lah... :/

And worse, he dun want me to visit him as his family will be there... :(

I will be a nervous wreck this week...

Oh... And I have a high chance of switching job soon... I feel a responsibility to tell my boss about me potentially leaving so he can find a new person for this job... But... A good idea meh?...

Thank you...

It had been a long time since I checked my page loads...


And I did it just now, out of curiosity... Now sharing with you guys...

And from all over the world too... :p

Even Qatar!

Of course, the majority is from our sunny (and now rather rainy) island lah... :p

Thank you for visiting... I will look forward to be able to write and post my Sextory again with a possible change of job... :)

Do I really know what I want now? :p

After working my butt off the whole of yesterday and still feeling the heatiness... I think I really know what I want now... :)

And I hope now that they call me soon and everything will be smooth sailing... :p

On another note, boy is really nervous about the surgery... And he is talking nonsense... All his worrying is making me sort of regret that I insists he must have the surgery done... For the benefit of his long term health... I do not want anything to happen to him because of this... But I think he must have the surgery because otherwise, I worry everynight and his health is badly affected... The surgery is scheduled for next week... Oh well...

I am promising him goodies and gifts after he recovers... Trying to make him happier and less scared... But he is just making me nervous as well...

Tada...

I am typing this message now in office and I am half naked...

LOL... I was NOT having sex lah! I am just cooling down after a WHOLE day of hard labour... Working full day today and persipiring badly... Drank water like nobody's business and pee only twice... Still drinking water... Felt so dehydrated...

So took off my tee and sitting in my chair, typing this message in only my jeans... Sexy? :p

Heh heh...

Need to go out liao... Will type some more nonsense some other time... :p I need to sleep tomorrow... :p

Made up my mind...

Yup... I am applying for the job that I had wanted to apply many many years ago... By tonight, my application form should be sent to them...

Hopefully, I had made the right choice...

In fact, I felt better after I started filling up the form...

Can't wait for it to happen... Though, seriously speaking, I will miss the extra money... :p

Dilemma

I want to find a new job... But that means I will have to suffer a 30% pay cut. And it will take a several years for me to work back up to my current pay...

But this current job is killing me...

And the new job had always been my calling...

How?... :/

And I need to decide before mid-March...

Happy Chinese Valentine's Day! :)

It is the 15th day of the CNY liao! :)

Time flies... I had been extremely busy and had not posted for a long time...

I wanna wish all of you a VERY happy Chinese Valentine's Day!

元宵节快乐!!

:)