我爱顶尖流行歌曲排行榜, 29/07/07

My ex...

I happen to bump into my ex while having dinner one day... He still looks the same, no change at all from 4 years ago when we broke up... while I am just getting fatter and fatter...

I don't know why but I do not want to go up and say hi to him... It could be that he had treated me badly during our 3-year plus togther (Ya, I seem to have a knack to be attached to guys who don't treat me well)... It could be the way he ended the relationship etc... Or maybe it is because I am not particularly proud of my boy to show off to him... I am not sure... :/

But deep down, I am actually quite willing to let it all go and say hi to him and even become friends again... But...

Anyway, it doesn't really matter... Not now anyway...

But I think I might want to write the ex-boyfriends part of my HIStory first, before other 'chapters' now...

Oh well...

Feel like barbequeing...

Had been feeling a craving for barbeque food and was trying to arrange for a barbeque... :p

But... it was not to be...

And as I am writing this now, I am watching a show which reports that the smoke arising from the barbeque is actually the main cause of cancer in barbequeing. The show actually recommended using a metal plate over the grilling method... Apparently, it reduces the cancer causing particles from over 3900% (on an open grill) to just 200% (on a metal plate)...

Anyway, I still want to barbeque... :p

NS Part 4b - Last installment

So… After a LONG break from part 4a, I finally found some time and started to write and finish up on my NS stories… :p

Now… basically, all my NS stories had actually been told… So now this is more like reservist stories… and I think I MIGHT also cover on my limited uniform fun in this section too… :p

So… here goes my reservist sightings… No sex… just sightings… kekeke… Since I was from a School during my active days, I had no actual unit to go to when I am in my reservist and so I was attached to a unit that ORD-ed around the same time as me. It turns out, I actually knew some people from this unit and it makes my first few days feel less lonely and scary… The people from the unit actually do not like me much… Since they know I was from a School and had better life than them during the active days…

Anyway, for the first few days, I got to know this guy who was from my university… and he was friendly. But apparently, the other people from the company do not seem to like him very much too… I overheard them talking about him being gay etc and the next day, he was transferred out to another company and I didn’t see him again… I actually tot I can get to know him more… afterall, he IS kinda cute too… Plus he is friendly… *Sigh*… And so I was back alone again…

But training, lessons and exercises soon occupied my mind and I am less lonely… but as the rest of the company do not really like me to begin with plus the fact that I was not physically as fit as them, I was slowly being ostracized and my time in the reservist was awful… I began to then start looking out for things to occupy my mind… :p

And my my… it is true that in a unit, there are bound to be dicks galore… LOL! I managed to see a few nice dicks… The thing I recalled best was this guy who was standing outside the toilet, with his LONG dick hanging down… he was not smoking and not talking on the phone…he was just standing there, naked, looking around. It was weird… The dick was not erect, but it is LONG… Damn! It is at least 6 inches long and it was hanging there like nobody’s business! I looked but quickly walked off… I am scared they might wanna do some ‘test’ on me… Dangerous… :p I sometimes wonder, though…

What if:

1) He is gay and not testing me…
2) He is testing me…

Somemore he is kinda cute… and I think rich… Kekeke… what say you?

Anyway, I will never forget the sight… though there are OTHER sightings… :p

I can recall 2 other sightings… I remembered there was a very cute 3SG… Who joined the training late and I didn’t really get to see him until 1 day before I see him at the toilet one afternoon… It was a boring afternoon and people are resting and sleeping and I just walked to the toilet to wash my face and freshen up… As I was splashing water on my face, the cute guy walked in topless and used the urinal… The thing is, as he stood there releasing his load, he started to scratch his ass… I was like having wild thoughts in my mind on whether his cock is growing at the moment… :p And he went further to show me the top half of his butt… Hahaha… Anyway, I continue to wash my face and he turned round and kinda looked a little embarrassed and then proceeded to walk to the last toilet cubicle! Gosh!! REALLY wild thoughts are now forming in my mind and I crept to the toilet next to him and try to make out any noise… There was none but there was also no farting sound or smelly emissions… I guess he must really be jerking off! :p

Anyway, this is another great impression that I will not forget… even though I did not get to see his cock… :p

One other cock I did get to see if my platoon sergeant’s… he is this cocky guy who I dun really like… But he has a nice toned body and is actually quite friendly… So, I endured his antics… :p One evening, I was using the toilet again and I noticed some guys were showering… Then, I think the cute 3SG came into the toilet or something and the platoon sergeant came out of his shower cubicle… stark naked, with shampoo on his hair and his cock free dangling about… Dang! He is another hanger! He saw me and smiled and continued talking… I was like thinking why this unit’s men have super long dicks when soft! And they are not at all shy about showing them off! Arrgh! :p (This reminds me of some well endowed young men at the urinals…Damn! They are also not shy about showing their long dicks when peeing… Sheesh! What is it that their cocks are so long? :p) Anyway… He was just talking and talking and I dunno how to react… LOL! He went back to his cubicle soon… I think too cold… LOL! I saw him again after I was transferred out of the unit… He actually stays near me… and up till now, I am not sure if he is straight at all! :p

There are cocks galore… But most are not really impressive and I never get to see one in action when incamp… but I remembered the cute men I met there… and I must say… some of them are really beeping my gaydar… :p

There was a cute medic… we were both on MC and had nothing to do and we were hiding at a corner and chatting… he was damn cute and my gaydar was beeping like crazy! :p I was so so so tempted to touch him as we rested in the breeze in the quiet camp… :p Anyway, we were sent to help set up enemy positions on an offshore island and we get to sleep side by side in the training shed. We were talking and preparing to sleep and he started to get up and say he need to change… And he began to strip at the training shed! :p I get to see his butt… Keke… AND I THINK… his cock too… Anyway, it was quite erotic as he was really cute and we were outdoor… but there were others with us and I cannot be too obvious… :p

I met him again several years later… It was evening time and I was walking out of Raffles Place MRT station to Republic Plaza and I saw this cute exec sitting there watching the guys walk past and I was basically ogling him when he smiled at me. I tot I was lucky but as I approached, I realized he looked awfully familiar! Hahaha… no sex, but I was happy he still remembered me… :p I wish he is gay and I can get to do something with him, though… :p

Then there was another cute guy… He actually was featured on the TV before… :p He was tall and tanned and is slim and basically just cute and friendly… I recalled we were resting in the middle of an exercise somewhere at Lim Chu Kang when he just came to me out of the blue and show me an SMS message he received… It was a picture (drawn using ‘-‘,’_’, ‘+’, ‘=’ etc, not photo, then not a lot of graphic enabled phones) of a dick getting erect and some words I cannot recall now… He was mentioning that it was funny and the rest I cannot recall… I was just a little taken aback as I do not really know him and he was showing me something that only a gay friend will sms me… I was just confused and can only remember his cute face, smiling and looking at the sms… :p

I saw him again a few months back… He was still cute, tanned and slim… But he cannot remember me at all and he looked like he thinks I am a perverted gay man when I smiled at him… *Sigh*… Oh well… :p

In the later part of my reservist life, I was attached to another unit… the guys are slightly friendlier but there were NO sightings like those I mentioned above… :p There are cute faces too, of course… Actor Alan Tern was from the unit, for one! :p He looks really cute in person… Kekeke… and I just cannot imagine seeing him shower or sleep… :p Anyway, I recalled that there was once the unit had to request for NS boys to be attached to the unit for an exercise as there were just too many people having MCs and downgrading… A few young boys was thus attached to our company and 1 was sent to sleep in our bunks. He’s just a cute young fresh thing… probably never seen so many pot bellies before in his life… Anyway, I did something BAD~ … I rubbed my cock on his pillow and shorts and towel when he and the rest went for exercise… Kekeke… Kinky? Sick? :p My first time doing it… Felt dirty after that… LOL!

Oh! Oh! I realized I had not talked about this… I kena an initiation incamp with the first unit… I had heard of initiations and had thought it was kinky… but gosh… when it happens to you… it is kinda scary… :p

Anyway, there was a guy whom they were targeting and I was trying to look at the 'event' and at the same time stay away… in fear that they will target me as I was new and they dun quite like me… :p BUT, as life has it, the guy escaped after having kiwi smeared on his cock and they turned their attention to me! Soon, I was tied up, stipped and had all sorts of stuff smeared on my body and cock! I heard them talk about masturbating some guy till he cummed before during a similar initiation during their NS time and sure enough, some guy came up to me with a string and tied it to my cock and started to attempt to jerk it… I think someone else was finding a plastic bag to let him hold my cock… Now, the problem is… I did not feel erotic at all… and I can’t get hard with so many people laughing and looking at me and an ugly fellow trying to jerk my cock with a piece of string tied to my cock! So, after a good half a minute of trying, they got tired and left me… Some kind guy then came and untie me and I went to take a long shower… I did not feel excited or kinky or humiliated… I just felt dirty and there was a lot of dirty stuff on my body… *Sigh* How I wish the people doing it to me were cute or at least gay… Then I might have an erection and experience the weirdest JO of my life… LOL!

I think this post is getting a little too long… I think I will end the NS series and post my stories of my limited uniform fun in a later installment of my Sextories… :p I will write about having uniform sex in Suntec City, Jurong Point, as well as uniform fun with an executive and more… :p

Other installments of my HIStory/Sextories will include chapters on:
• my relatonships and the guys I like,
• my experience of being fucked,
• car sex experience,
• sex in swimming pools,
• my toilet sex experience,
• outdoor sex,
• interesting spa/sauna encounters,
• interesting and memorable hotel sex ,
• the orgies I had had,
• weird sex encounters,
• bad sexual experiences,
• experiences with the IRC,
• massage experiences,
• open air sex, and
• other episodes I would like to include but do not fall in the above mentioned category… :p

Thanks for reading!...

New item(s) for this blog?

Hmm... I am wondering if I should revive my own Chinese Pop Chart... :p

I used to do it every week... for I think 2,3 years... I think it was good fun... :p

If I do so, I might post it here every week... :p

Oh... And I did a review on a masturbator a friend gave to me... With pictures somemore... Hahaha... And wondering if I should post... :p

I should also get back to writing my personal stories... Starting with NS Part 4B!!

And I actually had a few stories to want to write and post... All half written or concept written only... :p

Gosh... I need get a hold of myself and actually start doing things! Nowadays, I just want to idle and think a lot and get emotional... Over nothing... Or over work!... Sianz~

*Phew*

In reference to my earlier posting... I just found out from a colleague that the bonus payout was delayed... And from the increment amount I get, I should have a bonus... We will just have to wait and see WHEN they are paying...

*Phew*... At least now, I just have to hold payment for as long as I can do reasonably so...

KNS!...

Arrgh!!!~

Was informed some months ago that I will be getting my bonus this month... And I JUST realised that I am NOT getting any!!

*Sh!t!!*...

And I actually made monetary committments liao!

I am fried now lor...

Sex Survey Results...

Did the survey on http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=2472

The results are...

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You scored as A Slave To BDSM

Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.

A Slave To BDSM - 68%

Sex God - 63%

A Romantic - 48%

Virgin - 10%

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Dun think so lor... LOL!

Thanks...

Thanks guys, for your concern...

We met and talked over the weekend... He apologised and even said he missed me... I was cold towards him the whole nightand he was ok with it... I think he really meant it... He even took the initiative to kiss me...

Anyway, I kinda enjoyed the freedom I had over the past week and I might just take a step back and relax...

In any case, all seems normal now... But I am going to be more in charge now... If anything but to make MYSELF happier...

Thanks again...

Sigh...

I miss him... But I am not sure if I really miss him or just the need to be with someone...

Today is to be our 3.5 years anniversary... But we are still not talking. I insisted that he has to call to apologise first and he insists he will not do so... Only wanting to SMS... once or twice a day...

Now I am beginning to think whether we are really in love...

I was struck with a bad migraine and had 2 days MC and he did not even bother to call me even though he knows my headache is very bad...

I was very upset... I was crying due to the migraine and I was crying more as my friends are more concerned about my situation than my partner...

I feel like giving up...

I definitely do not want to be the first to call him... I mean he was the one in the wrong... And HE was the one who told me in the face 'DUN CALL ME THIS WHOLE WEEK!'... So why should I call?

But if I dun call and he dun call... Does that mean the end?...

Breaking off soon?

Me and boy had a couple of big fights... And both times, he walked off and left me very angry...


Last night, he didn't even know he was embarassing me and started scolding me... Then I retorted back and he just said he is going home liao and asked me not to call him for the whole week! I just said fine and told him that he is the one in the wrong and I will not call him unless he apologised or call me first!...

If he did not call me, I think this spells the end...

Anyway, I went for the farm trip with the BW guys today... Will post on that and post some pics of the place soon...