I am angry...

Eh, let me stop my installments for a while... Sorry...

I am still rather angry... err... upset would be a better word, about the moderators of Blowing Wind... Some moderator deleted my posts without bothering to explain to me the reason behind it. Even though it was obvious I posted those posts as a response to a ridiclue made by a unregistered guest on the forum.

I just want an explanation for the unequal treatment dished out to me but up to now, there was no response from any of the moderators there... It is really upsetting...

I think I will stop posting on the forum until I recieve some form of explanation...

Ok, that done... Let me continue the stories later... :p

On a side note, recently, I had been feeling a little lethargic... Always like not enough sleep... This is affecting my writing desire a little... :/ Hmm...

Delta Pool... Ahh...

The weather these days… Make me feel sick even though I had recovered from my flu last week… How I wish I can go swim when the sun is up… I want to get my tan back… And I want to meet this cute guy I talked about whom I met again at the pool… He has an amazing body and cock… Absolutely delicious to look at, lick and… Haha…

Where was I? Oh, Delta and the surroundings… Ahh… Brings back wonderful (?) memories… Heh heh…

After the initial encounter on my first day at Delta pool, I slowly discover that Delta pool’s changing room is a wonderful place to catch eye candy and have some relieve. :p In the past, Delta’s shower area is based on the open concept, a row of shower heads on one side and a row of cubicles without doors on the other side, with the benches for your belongings in the middle.

There will be lots of showing offs along the open shower area and between the cubicles and those at the open area. Sometimes, if no one is around on quiet afternoons, the action(s) will take place right then and there, or on the benches… :p The guys were very daring then… If there are people, the action will be brought to the toilet cubicles instead… You will see raging hard ons, jerking offs, sometimes oral actions and guys leaving their belongings and walking to the toilet area for some time… It was a wonderful place to visit and spend some time…

It is even better as Delta pool used to be the few pools with warm shower water! A perfect excuse when anyone was asking why I like to swim at Delta so much… I even remember seeing a guy who looked like a sporty and hunky primary school classmate and we had a hard cock show, almost engaging in cock fight at the shower area, until someone walked in on us… Too bad we never carry on at the toilet cubicles…

Eventually, I was so drawn into this free sex thing, anyone who offers to blow me gets my cock. I was sucked by so many at Delta Pool… Young men, old uncles, Indian men, Malay men, Chinese men… It was the place for me to go to if I need someone to help me get some relieve. We would do it in the cubicles, at the open shower area, on the bench, sometimes, me standing up looking out to see if anyone is walking in. We even did it at the wash basin area once… I remembered a guy cummed into the wash basin with pride! :p

There was once a SCDF guy who liked me and would pay me to suck me when he meet me at the changing room. He would ask me to enter a changing cubicle (with door), and suck for me while I looked out of the slightly ajared door… And he would then stuff some cash into my pockets after I cummed in his mouth. This would happen every time he sees me, until I was sick of his sucking…

As I see the guys walking to the toilet cubicles halfway or immediately after showering, I discover that the toilet cubicles are great places are sex to take place if there are too many people at the shower area… A lot of my fun were conducted there too. :) Too many for me to recall any amazing ones to write here… ;p But there were all mainly oral fun with some JO actions… Eventually, I start going to other swimming pools and discovered that they are as cruisy or even more cruisy than Delta Pool! Later I will talk about Buona Vista Pool, Clementi Pool, Bukit Merah Pool, Yio Chu Kang Pool, Toa Payoh Pool, Ang Mo Kio Pool, the old NIE Pool at Bukit Timah, Jurong Pool, Katong Pool (Farrer Park?) and Bedok Pool. Watch out for my stories on them… :)

It was also at this time that I discover about how cruisy Delta Sports Complex and Redhill MRT station toilet are… I had my first toilet sex in Redhill MRT toilet… All I did was doing big business there and I discovered that the high gaps between the cubicles allow me a good view of my neighbour’s family jewels when pooing… And of course, I was not the only one who discovered it as soon, I realized that the guys squatting next to me were not dumping their load(s), they were seeking people to help them dump another kind of load!... :p

And so began my toilet cruising adventures… All I had to do was remove my shorts and squat till my neighbour peeps and puts his hands or cock over. Hey, presto! I get someone to suck for me or to jerk me off. I will, of course occasionally JO for my neighbours… Must return favours mah… But I did not suck… I did not learn to suck cock till much later…

It was also at this toilet that I met the guy who taught me how to kiss properly… He met me there and brought me to another place where he taught me how to kiss passionately… Now, the guys whom I kissed all say I kiss with passion and I am a good kisser… I think I have this person to thank for… But sadly, I never saw him again and all I can remember was that his lips were thick and he was rather stock/chub and tanned… And I think he was a Uni student then… I was just a secondary school/JC student, totally ignorant about gay sex, except that I desire it and it makes me high…

However, not all the toilet cruising times were fun and happening… I remember there was once, someone stole my shorts and underwear from my cubicle while I was busy… I think I rejected his toilet advances and did it with another guy and he was jealous… I panicked when I realized my shorts and underwear hung on the door was gone!! I walked out of my cubicle butt naked and asked the toilet cleaner, who luckily was a guy and INSIDE the toilet for help. He eventually found my shorts and underwear in the toilet’s dustbin… I was very embarrassed as I don’t know how to answer the question of how I got my shorts stolen without knowing!...

I also remember seeing couples entering the last toilet cubicle to put up a 4-legged beast show… Evetually, the toilets at Redhill station were renovated and the cubicles are now not condusive for cruising. However, some activities are still going on at the urinals… And sometimes the last cubicle… ;)

Ok… this is getting longer than the previous entries… Better stop now…
Ahh… Those were the days… Of course, there was the Delta Sports Complex… Which I think I will reserve for another installment… :p

My first sexual encounter...

Was sick for the past week… And don’t feel like writing… So sorry for the wait… :p I think I will write every few days now... :p

We were talking about swimming pools… Ah… I love going to swimming pools. There are always a lot of bodies to look at. And the changing rooms are almost always full of actions. Even if there are no actions, there will be plenty of ‘scenery’ to catch… :p

This reminds me of another portion of my AJ life… When I was in secondary school, my school held swimming lessons for those of us who still had not learnt swimming in an old pool. I just started learning as mentioned in the last post but still need to go through my school’s swimming lessons.

Well, at first it is awkward as that would mean I have to be almost naked in front of my classmates… And I really feel uncomfortable… But, heh heh, that means I also get to see my classmates almost naked in front of me. :) So, no loss… :p Just weird, cos I seldom get to wear trunks only… Haha…

I remember there was once a classmate forgot his trunks and he wore his underwear for the lesson. I tell you, there is a reason why underwears are not used as swimming trunks! Haha… his cock was protruding and making a very big tent and I think by knowing it, he got more excited and the tent got bigger! Haha… It was pretty cool, actually, but I think he was damn embarrassed! I still remember the sight… not something you get to see in swimming pools often. :) (Oh, I also get to see some classmates nude while showering, and some looked pretty ‘big’ too… heh heh… )

I like that pool… It is a very old pool, one of the oldest in Singapore. But it is torn down now… I would love to visit the pool and use the children’s pool to just soak and relax and get some sun. After a while, I noticed that there was a guy, a tanned fit looking guy with moustache, would be there almost every time I was there. He was pretty attractive looking, especially his tanned bod… There was once, after my soak and sun, the guy went into the same changing/shower room with me.

Now, this pool has 2 changing/shower rooms for each gender, located at different parts of the pool. I always use the one nearer the children’s pool as it is almost always empty with on one using it. In the shower/changing room, there’s a squarish room with 3 walls of shower heads. So, if several guys were to shower there, all will be able to see everyone in their shower glory… :p

Well, the guy went into the shower area first and stripped naked. He washed himself and quickly soap himself. I was still going through my stuff and hoping he will finish and leave soon as I felt weird to shower with someone else as I want to shower nude… But he took his time and even raised one of his legs to wash, showing me his crown jewels unobstructed… It looked nice. :)

I guessed he will be there for some time and so I decided to go in and shower. As I showered, I stripped my trunks and slowly, I began to lose control and spotted an erection. I tried to hide from him but I think he saw…

Soon, but I cannot recall how, we ended up in a tight embrace, rubbing our bodies and hard cocks together with all the water and soap. I think there was some kissing too… But I had not learnt how to kiss and so, I don’t think I kissed a lot then…

Anyway, we were rubbing for a long time and eventually, he helped me cum. He is the first person whom I had any real sexual contact with… And I get to have the same stuff with him at the same place for a couple more times… Until he asked to fuck me… Which I rejected. Eventually, I never went back to the pool, as I discover Delta and its surrounding is much more fun… :p

Another cutie? :p

Okies… A little lazy… Starting to feel a little sick… Think it is the weather…

I went sun tanning a couple of days ago… Was barely getting the sun for 15,20 minutes and storm clouds were being blown above the pool… All of us hurried into the changing/shower room… And of course, the show began… :p

Nothing much lah… I choose a cubicle far away from the main crowd and showered. A cutie chose the one opposite mine, I think for the same reason too and I noticed that he seemed to be quite glad he did… I managed to see him stealing glances at me showering… Of course, his trunks were down eventually and I get a very nice view of his white butt… Made more white as he is very tanned.

After this guy, who was taking his own sweet time changing facing my cubicle, walked away, cutie showed me his hard long cock… *Wow!*… My brother woke up immediately and he began to jerk himself out while watching me rise… :p

We later has a small talk outside the pool as it was raining too heavily to go back and I realized that he was someone I had met sometime ago and wanted to meet again but never had the chance… Small world, eh? :p I even posted on BW earlier to ask for him… :p

Ok… Back to my HIStory… where was I?... Hmm… I started swimming very late… Learning swimming only when I am in my secondary school. I remember the first time I was going to the pool alone for my first swimming lesson… I can’t find my instructor and I have no idea there will be a couple of people taking lessons together. Thus, when I saw this guy outside the pool, I approached him and asked him if he was the coach… Bad move… He thought I was cruising him and after he replied no and I decided to look for the coach inside the pool, he began following me…

It was worse as I showered for the first time in front of so many nude men… My brother stood at attention throughout my shower, providing a free show for all to see and of course, the guy who was following me was very very interested in me now…

He continued to follow me and I was getting really scared… As I knew the area, I began to bring him around… Another bad move… As I later realized, this means you are searching for a quiet spot for action!... Anyway, I lured him to a NPP and I told the policeman that this guy had been following me since I stepped out of the pool. He was sent home in a patrol car!

I still see him, once in a while… He goes around… I eventually let him taste me… To compensate for his humility that fateful day, I guess… :p

So, that was my first ‘cruising’ experience…

I went for school swimming lessons at the same time, later… And I discovered the pool where I had my first sexual encounter… :p That’s for the next installment… :)

In the beginning...

Remember when you discovered your sexuality?

I was like 7 when I had my first erection... Mine you, it was the FULL adult erection. I was curious about it and I promptly walked out of the bathroom naked and with the erection, shocking my parents...

I noticed that I liked to look at other guy's penis from young. Before I reached puberty, I already know what an erect penis looked like on other men and I enjoyed touching my penis, even though it never attained the previous erection again till almost reaching puberty. I know that if the penis is touched or rubbed, it can make me feel good. :) I remembered there was once I pressed my groin into the butt of a primary 4/5 classmate and it felt really good. Of course, my classmate turned around, gave me a wierd look and loudly told those around us what I had done... It was pretty embarrasing... Haha... But being young, none really bothered with the accusation...

I discovered masturbation before I reaced puberty before the age of 11. I recalled I am able to attain adult sized erections again about 10 years old and me playing with my hard erect cock when I am alone. I cannot recall my first cum and how I felt. I think I must had felt strange, scared but very good... Haha... Of course the first hair must had felt wierd too... But I read a lot and I know the proper terms to use for the body parts and puberty etc... I also loved to look at naked men...

And so, I begin my AJ journey...

I am hopeless...

Okie... I met the 2 cute guys again...

The first guy was actually not as cute as I had initially met... Haha... I guess I was filled with horniness that night when we met and we only met for a very short time, enough to exchange numbers. :p

Anyway, he is cute in a way and is a good conversationist. I like talking to him and I like the way he likes to hug and put his head on my chest when we are watching tv... *Sigh*... Something I wish my boy can do...

The second guy is, well, simply mesmerised by me... And I have no idea why... He is a very sweet guy... Also very touchy... And I am touched... Not just physically lah!...

But, surprise, surprise... in my heart, I think of no one but my boy... I just love him too much... I don't see myself leaving him at all...

I am hopeless... Hopelessly in love... Hopelessly in love with boy...

I will write my HIStory soon...

New plans

Hmm... I had been lazy... Darn lazy... :/

Well, things were not that great... Imagine your boyfriend refuses to have sex with you for more than a month... Anyway, he says he is really too tired to think of sex... Well, I am beginning to be quite bo chap on this issue liao... If he don't want, then don't want lor... I had told him all I need is intimacy, not sex... If I want sex, I can always find it anywhere if I want to... *Sigh*...

Anyway, I was pleasently surprised by a rather cute guy recently... Actually 2 cute guys... :p

Both of them keep teling me I am cute and I should be more confident of myself... Haha... Well, they make me happier when I am already feeling down... Haha...

*Sigh*... And I think one of them could wanna date me!... *Yikes!*... What should I do?...

Ok, I have decided to start writing my (gay) life story here... Sort of like documenting my HIStory... :) In case I am starting to forget my own life... Haha...