Correction...

Someone updated me that he is Christiano Ronaldo, I am confused... Told you guys I am hopeless... lol... :p

Late on football...

Ya... I am not a football fan...

The only reason I will watch football is because my boy loves football... And some of the footballers look kinda cute... ;)

Check this sexy player... Err... Ronaldino??...



Anyway, I like Owen and Beckham... Anyone has any sexy photos of them? ;) The rest I don't know their names... Hahahaha....

Oh... I had been lazy... I would try to post my next HIStory installment (on my army days) as soon as I can... :p

Another shock...

And I saw this clip...

The Japanese sure can be evil... :p

But it is cool that they walk naked like nobody's business... unlike most of us... Dunno what's the point of covering up when you are in a place to be naked... :/

Anyway, enjoy!... :) Some of the guys looked cute... Hahaha...

I am shocked...

to see this...



Ouch... Must be painful to go through the tatoo... It would be painful enough to tatoo on the skin, it must be horrifying to tatoo on the cock head!... Gosh... Does he still feel the pleasure of sex?... :/

Another crotch...

Remember this post?

I have another crotch pic... :p Since I had shared this with some guys liao, I might as well share with all of you... :)

Taken on a bus... Nice, right? :p





Still not clear enough? :p What about these?...





Nice, big one? I like... Haha... And the guy is actually quite buff... And cute looking too... Heh heh... :p

My next 2 favoutite Koreans...

Heh heh... Some guy asked about Won Bin... :) (yaya, I know who you are... :p)

Won Bin used to be my all time favourite... Until Kwon Sang Woo appeared and Won Bin entered the army... Heh heh... Awaiting his return... Hopefully, his body will look even better... :p

Here's my only pic of Won Bin...



Oh and and my all time 3rd favourite Korean is Li Zhen Zai (dunno his Korean name, sorry)... I think the following is his pic... He is not as famous and so not easy to find him or his pic... I saw him in Il Marie (the Korean and original version of the upcoming Hollywood movie about 2 lovers (in different time and space zones) finding each other through a warped window of timewith the help of a house)... He was in a movie with Kwon Sang Woo recently... But I missed that movie... :/



Overall, I love most Korean actors... SEXY! Woo... :p

My all time favourite Korean...

I am drafting my NS life story... I think I need to compensate the shorter than expected teenage life part 2... :p

Anyway, I am horny (as usual), and I remember my all time Korean... So thought of sharing with you all... :)

Seeing pictures of him makes me drool... Seeing pictures of his body makes my cock drool! Haha...

Here's my all time favourite Korean, Kwon Sang Woo...

Enjoy...











Ahh... Isn't he cute... :p Too bad my boy dun like him at all... Haha... Maybe he is jealous... :p



Ahh... If only... Haha... :p

My teenage life - Part 2 (nothing much lor... :p)

Further talks on my teenage years… Hmm… Actually, I think there’s nothing much more to say… Let me try… Maybe that is why I took so long to finish writing this… :/

About my secondary school, I remember there was a teacher who likes to discipline boys… he would pinch their nipples and sometimes hit their crotch… Amazingly, no one complained… I think we were like the older generation, teachers are the biggest… If now, hah! That teacher would had been charged in court LONG ago liao… :p

Nothing much in JC too… Some of my classmates are cute, and it is quite exciting to be in the changing room with them after PE lessons… I think I purposely want to shower so as to stay there longer… Haha… But sadly (or fortunately), I never get to see them naked… Just some of them topless… Some of the cuter ones I never even got a peep at their chest…

I remembered one of my classmates invited us to his place for a stay over… We decided to swim and me and another guy changed in his bedroom… I think I managed to sneak a peep at his butt… Haha… Nothing spectacular… Nothing much to even think about… I actually have to think HARD to recall such an incident… :p

After I graduated from college, I was enlisted to National Service…

Maybe I will talk about my NS stuff later… Actually nothing much also lah… But think can squeeze in some juicy stuff… Haha… ;p

Oh,and I might be adding pictures onto this blog later... Haha... :p

aiyoh...

Got someone making fun of me for using cialis leh... :(

Ok lah, I told him not to make fun and that it is a serious issue... :p

Please see this as a serious issue... It can happen to any male, especially when faced with performance anxiety and age... You got to face it and willing to talk about it... :p Then you can be a better man... Heh heh...

Ok lah... Just some mumblings... I still had not write my teenage life part 2 for my HIStory... Lazy. :p

I'm still shy...

Haha... Felt a little wierd after I posted the last post... Like exposing myself to the whole world... LOL!...

Frankly, I do NOT have problems with my manhood... It just need a little external assistance to enhance its perfornamnce and bring it back to where it used to be... :p

After 72 hours, I still have hard hard erections just thinking about sex... I am not regretting my decision... :p

Ok, ok... Change topic... Seems like there had been a lot of weddings during these 2 months... I just had another wedding dinner some days ago... The groom's brothers were nothing to talk about... But the bride's real life brother is yummy! LOL!... And he has 2 studs on one of his ears... Cannot remember which... He has a lean body, looks cute and clean cut and seems to be friendly with his sister's friends... Ooo... Very sexy, I must say... And I like his tight straight front pants and the way the pants made his butt looks very very yummy and made me pant! Haha... He gave me a wink and waved me goodbye when we were leaving at the end of the dinner! Heh heh... Luckily, I was too distracted talking to my friends to think about fucking him... Else, will be damn embarrasing to have a hard on then and there! Haha...

Don't ask me to ask for his number... I don't want my firend to kill me for trying to date her brother! Haha...

...

... Ok... A little shy to have to say this... But heck...

I am using Cialis... :p

Since my early 20s, I realised I have problems maintaining my erection. Whenever my partner(s) are taking a break (retrieve some stuff, talk etc) during sex, I noticed that my hard cock will become soft rather fast. But when the action starts again, I gain hardness again.

However, as I reach 30, together with stress, relationship problems etc, I began to experience problems with performance anxiety. To make matters worse, as my sex with my partner became regulated and planned, and of course getting less and less (and more and more 'treasured'), each session is like a performance to impress my partner so he would like to have more more often... :/

Stress began to build up and coupled with the fact that I lose my erection easily, my performance began to be quite affected. It became more and more difficult to obtain good hardness when I lose it when distracted... There were times my partner even made fun of me or ask me whether I was too tired or stressed. These became cumulative and repeated in a cycle...

I discussed this with my doctor and over 2,3 sessions, he recommended me to try Viagra. As I heard that Viagra has problmes, I asked about Cialis. It works for a longer period and seems to have less side effects (that's what I read).

So, to cut the story short, I tried Cialis. It is not cheap, I must say. But I am HAPPY with the results. In 36 hours, I had experienced 6,7 HARD erections! And the medicine is supposed to last for another 36 hours!... I feel like I am being a teenager again. I had not had that kind of hardness for a long time. In fact, I was so hard, it kind of hurts. But I am happy! LOL!...

I am NOT recommending that you try this drug if you DO NOT have problems. But if you are experiencing some problems or starting to experience such problems, it might be good that you talk to your doctor and see if such medication can help you. :)

There... :p Nothing to be shy about... Now I can have more self confidence... And happier... :)

Blah blah blah...

Just some mumblings...

Oh, btw, missing couple sex does NOT necessarily mean I had been having other forms of sexual contact... I just miss having sex with him... as a couple, that kind of thing, ok? :p In case anyone start questioning me... Hohoho....

In case anyone is interested, I had been diagnosed as being clinically depressed... And I caught a re-run on CNA on why teens kill themselves and I got more depressed... Sigh... What has this world came to?

Oh, and he doesn't really care much about my depression... In fact, my depression had became a mode of convenience for him... Whenever I question him and his behaviour and whereabouts etc, he will say that my depression is making me think too much and shut me up...

Sometimes I wonder whether I am being stubborn, not wanting to let him go but to adopt a wait and see approach... I am just waiting to catch him again before I decide to let go... Though depressing, I am kind of happy when he is going out with me...

Oh, and he is still talking about the place we will be staying in in a few year's time... It makes me feel slightly better... At least he is thinking about stayign with me... But then, my ex was also talking about such stuff a few months before suddenly dumping me... Sigh...

Ok, I think I better stop... This is making me more depressed... haha... :p

I miss couple sex...

Ya... I miss hugging him... I wonder how me 'taste' like now that I had not kissed him for 3 weeks liao... Where got couples not kiss one?

*Sigh*... I think he sees me as a friend rather than his hubby liao... :(

And my friend asks me to go look for new guys before it's too late... :(

But it is so difficult to find... :\

A friend came a calling...

I was just thinking about this guy and he sms-ed me out of the blue... :P

He's the guy who took my virginity away... *Gosh*... And he could jolly well be reading this as I gave him my blog url... LOL... So shy now.. Haha...

I quite like him... He's kinda cute... And I like hard cocks of his size... Heh heh...

I will write about him when I get back to writing my HIStory...

Oh, his blog: http://gayinsg.blogspot.com

:)

Damn cruisy siah... :p

Hohoho... I just realised JP is SUPER cruisy... :p

I met so many AJs there today and the past 2,3 weeks... Some of them like poly students somemore... And most of them ate not shy about having fun, even with audience... Heh heh... I had even caught people playing S/M there before... LOL...

Thinking of these is making me horny... Hahaha...

But beware of the super ON security there... Dangerous ah...

Some updates...

Hmm... I was with my straight friend today and we were walking to his car as he was driving me somewhere... I was sms-ing and so was not looking at anything but my phone. Soon, I heard him say, 'Hey! Did you see that?' I was like, 'What? Sorry, I was sms-ing...' He gave me a disappointed look and went on to explain how big and nice the girl's boobs are... She had just walked past when I was sms-ing... And throughout the trip, he kept irritating me bys asking me whether I really didn't see 'them' and was generally disappointed with me... I was like 'LOL'... :p

Straight men are like... Haha...

But hor, we also lah... I look at the guy's butt, chest, arms and legs also lor... :p If only he knew I sometimes try hard not to stare at his crotch when he is wearing his tight business pants... :p Think he will freak out! LOL...

I spent $500 on my boy!! But he says he will return to me...

And he confessed his lost of sexual interest in me... Though he did say he is not like my ex-es and will not seek other men for sex. He will just have less sex (cos he is only having sex with me) overall... But yes, he masturbates...

Sigh... I am a little upset... I am SURE he cannot tahan not letting anyone service him for 1-2 months one... *Sigh*...

Cham liao, I am hopelessly in love with him... If he finds a man to satisfy him, I am considered gone case liao...

Gaydar beeping... :p

Heh heh... I helped out at a friend's wedding and I met this guy who's also helping my friend...

At first, I don't really feel a thing... But as the day ends, my gaydar was beeping like crazy!... Heh heh... But nothing happened... :/

He behaved like a straight guy, drove a sports car, speeds like nobody's buisness and physically active but he is still single at 35, grooms himself very well, seems to have a nice body and wears a stud on one his ears. He turned out in a pink shirt for the dinner too! Nice!... :p

The more I see him over the day, the more my gaydar was beeping... I began to imagine and hope he will want to ask me for my name or something like that... Haha... Too bad nothing happened... :p The thing that made me even more yearn for him is when he says he will go for a swim during the break in the wedding procedures because the weather was so hot and he finally can swim when the sun is up... :p

Too bad... :p