The gang of 4

Hmm... I dunno when it happens... But it happened... If you recalled, I did mention that LS, SS, B and I had been meeting regularly... And sharing some secrets... Well... I am very glad it happened... Even though SS labled us as 'The Sisters'... I kinda liked the feeling... The feeling is good... :)

The 'sisters' had our first sleepover... LS intended to have a MJ session so the 4 of us has another excuse to gather... Well... it didn't went as well as planned... B wanted to pull out after supper and LS got a little disappointed... Turned out it was B's birthday the next day! And also turned out B knows nothing about MJ... Luckily, T was with us and he was invited to MJ. B had a tortured time trying to watch and learn... He finally called it quits at 3+... and slept on the couch... We felt so bad that he had to sleep on the couch for his birthday...

MJ ended at 5am and we try to get some sleep... On the floor. Well... LS and SS did get a few hours of wink time... I got like 1hr... My back hurts like crazy and my sinus got worked up... We washed up at 10+ and made our way to have dim sum lunch as a celebration for B's birthday before we each made our way to our own activities.

Well... I certainly liked the gang of 4 feel... :p

Thanks, LS, SS and B. :)

Tired...

How do you take the weather recently?

I am so tired out recently... Very physically tired out... I think it is partly weather related and partly due to me meeting the guys for supper almost daily now... :p And to make matters worse, I have a bad shoulder and was quite the horny earlier this week... Kekeke... :p

It is so hot recently... How to tahan? And oil prices keep going up... Heard from the news, the electricity bills will see a 5% jump from next month on... Siao liao... Petrol price went up again... think 14th time in a few months' time already... Everything is going up...

Up and up and up... But my dick no chance to go up leh...

I had absolutely no luck recently in the sex department... Seems like I need to get meself a makeover... Haiz... When you are not tall or handsome or hunky, you need to dress yourself up or else, no one will look you up... The truth can be so sad... Haiz...

Thanks for reading...

No mood to write...

Dunno why... I've got lots of topics to wanna write on... Inspired by my crazy obsession with watching SATC streaming off tudou... But even though I had made a list to write on that is enough, perhaps, for me to write a book on 'Gay Sex in THIS City', I somehow suddenly lapse into this mood, actually, it is a no mood, of not writing...

And recently my shoulders had been killing me... I injured myself when playing badminton some weeks back and I thought it is not serious... But apparently, it is... My shoulders had been making cracking noises and the muscles around had been stiffing up (oh, how I wish something else had been stiffing up often instead)... From last night, it had been so bad I can't lift up my right arm properly...

And to make things worse, I think I had another slipped disc (I have 1 now at the lower spine)... This time it should be near the neck... My fingers and arms had been feeling numb often now... Haiz... The perils of getting old... Got to spend money on an MRI again soon, I guess...

Arrrgh...

Well... As Murphy's Law would have it... Boy spoilt the day...

I was so looking forward to seeing him and when I even bought somethign he wanted for him before going to meet him... When he finally reached there and called me, I told him I was already very hungry and that we should go meet at the restaurant. He agreed and I walked to the restaurant... But I was left to wait for 15 minutes outside, wondering where he was and whether something bad had happened... I called him 3 times and he did not pick up the phone... Then he called me and told me he saw something he want at an arcade and he just had to play the game to get the prize first...! I stormed off...

He apologised later and gave me what he had won but I pushed it back to him and did not speak to him the whole night... I almost had gastric problems by then... Haiz... Sometimes I really wonder...

Am I asking too much? Or is it that he dun care much about me?

Luckily... The next day he made it up by guai guai going to the places I wanted to go...

Missing boy...

Ya... I missed him lots... Last met him on Saturday... :p

Was picking up B after work to meet the guys for dinner and as I was waiting for him, I was reminded of how I was waiting for boy... :p And the other cars around were all men waiting to pick up their spouses, either after shopping or work... Then and there, I really began to really miss boy...

The strange thing is, however, I tend to be impatient with boy and as I was getting tired and stressed out, I tend to get easily irritable and angry over little things with him... Is this because I love him too much that I am comfortable with him to vent my frustrations on him? Or am I taking him for granted? Am I expecting too much from him?

Am meeting boy later... I hope I can be more patient and less irritable... It seems unfair to him to suffer my stress... Love him too much to want him to go thru whatever I am going thru...

Haiz...

Sleepy and tired...

I am very very sleepy... Met the guys for dinner and supper... Enjoyed it but I was very tired out... :p

Oh... HDB Hub is VERY cruisy... Kekeke...

Horrible day... :(

Yesterday was a horrible day...

:(

It started with the morning... I think I pressed the wrong button when the handphone alarm went off and I switched off the alarm instead of snoozing it... And the second alarm somehow did not activate! (ps: I set 2 alarms in the morning, the first was for me to keep snoozing and the second was to allow me to actually wake up)

So I had to rush off in the morning, later than usual... Luckily, nothing bad happened in office... I just had a rather busy day... There were a lot of emails to handle and everyone was important... Then came lunch... And I din realise it was already 1pm when I realised I need to eat...

So, I went for lunch. I thought since my home was near my workplace, I would like to buy food and watch the afternoon news while I finish my lunch. That will set me back 45mins, just nice... But today, I was made to wait for about 20mins for my food! I was hungry and irritated and by the time the food reached my hands, the news programme ended... And I had to hurry to finish my food as it will be 2pm soon... Wouldn't want my boss to start asking everyone where I was...

After work, I was feeling extremely tired and was thinking of just getting a good foot massage and then buy dinner home... But upon reaching the foot reflextology shop, I realised that my therapist was just booked like 5 minutes before me!... As I wanted to be pampered, I decided to not request for other therapists and skipped the idea totally...

As I suddenly have free time from my planned time to reach home, I decided to visit the cruisy toilets and to my horror (well, I was expecting it to happen, just not so soon), the toilets were closed for renovations... Then and there, I realised that I no longer have a place for cruising near my home... So, I decided to call J but he did not pick up my calls... I called G and realised that his handphone was switched off... Everyone else was too far away and I was disappointed and decided to just buy dinner and go home...

After buying dinner, I decided to get some stuff for office and whilst bagging the purchase, I realised that the plastic bag holding my dinner had been pricked by the chopsticks and the soup it was carrying somehow had leaked into the bag and the bag was poked by the chopsticks and as such, the soup had been leaking into my environmentally friendly shopping bag!... Arrgh!

The shop assistant was kind enough to give me a new plastic bag and I re-bag my dinner and decide to just go home. The 2nd bag somehow started to leak as well and the soup had been leaking in my car as I drive home...

After dinner, I thought it was time for me to do some house cleaning and I started with my house plants... After some trimming, re-potting and re-arranging, I got pricked in the finger by a plant that I was not even touching!... I just accidentally moved too near it while trimming the leave of another plant next to it... It managed to drew blood... And the finger was already dirty with soil... *Urrgh!!*

As I was finishing up with my plants, I thought I will top up my fish tank water... Horrors of horrors... When topping up a tank in my room, I accidentally forgot that the pail I was carrying still had water in it and I let it tilt more than it should and water started flowing ALL OVER the plywood table and floor... It spilled into my porn collection and my lap top!!...

After cleaning up, I have to continue the top up and more water was spilled... This time behind a cabinet that I was not able to move!... By this time, I was already extremely frustrated and upset... But the worst had yet to come...

As I was completing the work, I noticed that my tank's filter was making quite a bit of noise and I thought I might give it a good wash... In the midst of connecting the filter back, I realised it was not working and I started to disconnect it... Forgetting that I had to shut off the valve... In the end water started flowing out all over the table and floor!!!

I had to move containers of stuff just to dry the floor... And it was quite a lot of work... I had to knock my head on the table twice just to get in position to clean... In the end, as I was writing this, I ended up with a dirtier room than before and I am now having a very bad back pain...

:(

I need to sleep... I am really on the verge of crying liao...

And hopefully tomorrow will be a MUCH better day!...

我爱顶尖流行歌曲排行榜, 15/06/08

Recommended songs:

鬼混


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwtECERrMDo

你是此生最美的风景


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdRkyr49iu4

热牛奶


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDToZtO6FP8

101 days of sex...

Wah... Check this out...

>>>>>
101 days of sex brought couple intimacy ... and fatigue
Book ‘Just Do It’ relates ‘colorful romp’ that left them exhausted, but closer

They had sex daily for 101 days
June 10: To reinvigorate their marriage, Annie and Douglas Brown decided to have sex daily for 101 days straight. TODAY’s Ann Curry talks to the couple and to psychotherapist Robi Ludwig about the experience.
By Mike Celizic
TODAYShow.com contributor
updated 12:17 p.m. ET June 10, 2008

A lot of people may think they want to have sex every day — but actually doing it for 101 straight days is more than an adventure, it’s a book.

That’s what Annie and Doug Brown discovered after she suggested they embark on a journey that her friends told her she was crazy for even thinking about. Married for 11 years, the couple had a 7-year-old, a 3-year-old, careers, and dozens of demands on their time and energy. And she wanted to have sex every day for 101 days?

“Immediately after I thought of it I had second thoughts,” Annie Brown admitted to TODAY’s Ann Curry Tuesday. “My friends, when I told them about it, their mouths would drop open: ‘Are you crazy? What have you gotten yourself into?’ ”

The answer is in Doug Brown’s book, “Just Do It,” which will be released on June 26. Which raises another question: Does the world really need another book about sex?

“There’s 10 jillion books about the Kama Sutra and there’s a lot written by therapists, but there wasn’t a book that was like a window into a relationship,” Doug Brown, a feature writer at The Denver Post, said. He said he had his doubts about actually writing about the intimate details of his marriage, but soon realized there was more to what he and his wife had set out to do than “just doing it.”

‘Madcap adventure’
“I wasn’t sure if I’d be comfortable writing about it,” Doug admitted. “But by the end of this thing, it was just this wild, kind of madcap adventure. It was a really colorful romp, so I knew we had a good story.”

The idea grew out of a conference called “Sex and Pop Culture” that Doug had attended in Florida for his newspaper job. When he got back, one story he told his wife struck her.

“This man gave a talk about being in the ‘100 Days Club,’ a club that you don’t want to be in because it means you haven’t had sex with your partner for over 100 days for whatever reason — whether you’ve been in a relationship for a long time or your wife’s just had a baby,” Annie Brown told Curry. “So, I said to Doug after he told me about that story, ‘Maybe we should reverse it.’ ”

The Browns’ marriage wasn’t sex-free, but, as with many couples, it was something they did only when everything was lined up perfectly. A 2004 study by the National Opinion Research Center found that the typical American has sex 66 times a year, while young married couples have sex 84 times a year.

The Browns were proposing to get more than that in just a bit over three months.

Frequently, after hard days at work and raising the kids and keeping a home, their only physical contact was a quick peck before falling asleep. When Annie suggested doing it for 101 straight days, Doug thought he’d reached nirvana.

‘It was exhausting’
The experiment began in January 2006. The couple tricked up their bedroom to be a more romantic retreat and turned off the television. When Doug traveled on assignment, Annie traveled with him. They did it on top of a mountain, in expensive hotels and cheap ones, on an exercise ball and at a sex convention in Las Vegas after watching porn together for the first time ever.

“We learned that you just have to do it,” Doug said. “You couldn’t do this for the rest of your life. It was exhausting.”

So exhausting that when the Browns reached their goal at last, they took a month off. It was during that time that Doug went through the journals both had kept during their amorous adventure and put together the outline of the book.

Their physical intimacy led to emotional intimacy and an interest and involvement in each other’s lives that the Browns hadn’t had since they were newlyweds.

Robi Ludwig, a therapist who joined the conversation, said that a similar approach could work for others.

“I think the intention would work for every marriage,” she said. “It’s a very creative way to approach a relationship. When couples lead hectic lives, you don’t feel like having sex. Sometimes you just have to say, ‘Let’s just do it.’ ”

The rest can take care of itself, Ludwig continued. “From behaving that way toward each other, you create that spark. If you have the intention to create that spark and behave lovingly toward each other and romantically toward each other, you’re going to have a better relationship with your partner. It’s just going to happen.”

The Browns confirmed the expert’s diagnosis.

“We touch more,” said Doug. “We would have entire days and maybe had a peck at the end of the night, and that was the only time we touched. During the 100 days, it wasn’t just the sex; we were hugging each other, and that has carried on.”

“What we really learned is that we have to take care of each other more and pay attention to each other in ways that we haven’t since the early days of our marriage,” said Annie.
>>>>>

Wow... Good for them... Wonder what will happen to the bottom if a gay couple were to have 101 consecutive days of sex... Anyone wanna try with me? :p

Feeling nostalgic...

Been watching the TVB series 东方之珠 in Cantonese and Mandarin over the past month... :p

A friend recommended it when it was on SCV and I caught parts of it on and off... So, when it ended its run at SCV and I realised the DVD is too expensive, I turned to Tudou again... :p

Love the songs in the series... Made me feel so nostalgic... And because of that, I had been singing these oldies in front of the BW guys... And during the recent 2 karaoke sessions, I bombarded their dears with the oldies... QT had a nostalgic moment, though he couldn't understand what I was singing but everyone else was begging me to stop... LOL! Not that I dun have a good singing voice... :p SS said I can sing pretty well... Its just that the songs are... well, like they say, very 黄金年华 (a variety show for old folks by Mediacorp TV. Somehow Mediacorp TV did not even list it as a variety programme in its website! :p)... :p And they refuse to identify with the songs and pretend they never heard of them before... Hahaha!

AB is helping me burn the show so I can watch it yet again and recommend it to my parents for their 黄金年华 time... :p

Being interviewed...

LS decided to do something for his blog and I became his first target...

He interviewed me over late lunch last Sunday, at a place where everyone around us can easily identify us as gay men from his questions and my answers... :p

You can read his interview here. :p

Life is...

... is what?

How do you see life? Has your life been treating you well?

As mentioned, I was not in the best of mood for some time... But I also realised that some of my friends are also not in the best of shape at the moment... And I am not meaning their body shape... I mean their life...

I can't sleep and sent a message to a friend at 2plus in the morning... I wrote this: '人生就像一条山路，不易走。有许多滑坡，弯曲不平的部分。有朋友一起陪着走会比较轻松，不过累了就该歇会儿。一定要记得，路还是要得走完。朋友还是会在等你。' I think I was being a little too emo again... But I guess I had summarised what I wanted to hear from others also... That life is not an easy road to travel on but we need to move on, take it in stride, rest when necessary and try to enjoy the trip with friends...

Why is it that i can say such things to friends but i can't it to myself?

Anyway, I just wanna say a big 'THANK YOU' to whoever considers themselves as friends to the Buaya. Not many people wanna recognised as my friends and not many even wanna be known as knowing me... Thus I appreciate those who are with me and consider me as their friend. :)

Life is not treating me well... I am gay, I dun have friends to grow up with, I am not rich, I dun have a lot of things a lot of other people have now, I never learnt to play the piano, or the guitar, I dun have the will to stay fit, I am balding, I am fat but not a stock or a cub or a chub, I am not handsome, I am geeky, I am nerdy but I am an IT idiot, I am addicted to sex, I am a slut, I cannot feel the sextisfaction of being a bottom at all, I have a boyfriend who dun seem to like sex with me and whom I feel is always taking me for granted, I do not have a job that pays well, I can't find a job that will pay me well, I dunno what I wanna work as, I dun know what I wanna be... especially in life.

But I guess, I should be glad that although life is not treating me well, it is not treating me THAT badly... I should not fall out with my life... Sometimes, it will win, sometimes, I win. I guess I should learn to deal with it... Without much negativity and disturbing thoughts...

Urghhhh!... Haiz... I need a break... I really need a rest...

Thanks for reading...

The Happening happening meh?

Gosh... The Happening is so un-happening... Even the now-not-so-cute-but-still definitely-fuckable Mark Wahlberg cannot save the show... Ya, ya... I know... The trailers are good... But... urrgh!...

And I thought I had seen the worst movie of the year when I had seen 'Dance of The Dragon'... Ok, ok... The Happening is slightly better... Even the nipples of Jang and Lee cannot save 'Dance'... :p

Anywayz... I am now thinking I might never want to see another movie by M. Night Shyamalan... It had been a downslope ride since 'The Sixth Sense'... The only good thing about this movie is the scary scenes of people trying to kill themselves... I tell you... They are not stingy with those shots... Not for the faint hearted... :p

Post SATC...

Well... This SATC thingie is driving me crazy... :p

I had been doing nothing but watching the episodes from the series on the net... This is so not good...

But the good thing is, watching the episodes gives me ideas of what i can write for my blog... :p

So... Watch out for my new posts... Well, I hope they will be good enough... :p

Sex and the City

Hmm... I finally caught the Sex and the City (SATC) movie... and I think this movie is rubbing into me more than I should ever allow it to...

I am now hunting for the series (yes, I am one of those rare gay guys who had not watched the series before the show...) high and low and yesterday, I finally found that Tudou has them... And I started watching them online, streaming, in my office... And neglecting my work... Then I realised that the site does not have EVERY episode... and some of the episodes they have are not complete! *Eeks!* Now I am at series 1, episode 6 and I realised I skipped episode 5 and there might be no episodes 7-10!! *Pui!* :p

Anyhowz... Maybe it is the SATC thingie rubbing on me, I began to see some of the BW guys closer to me as the characters from SATC... yup... I think I am crazy over the SATC thing... :p

Anywayz... Me, LS, B and SS had been meeting up very frequently over the past 1.5 weeks... Me, because I need company... Had been feeling down for a long time and I need their company... As for LS, B and SS... well... they shared secrets... :p

Well, we met so regularly, SS already branded us as 'sisters'... Not that me, LS and B like the term very much... :p I prefer to label each one of us as sluts... LOL!! And then this SATC movie came by and I sort of began to think that we are like the poor-man gay version of the SATC... :p We sleep around, we date, we talk about men and we talk about our dates and sex partners... and we bitch about one another... and we bitch about other men... I just wish we can tell each other more and help keep secrets and help with each other's problems... :p That's why 'sisterhood' is all about eh? :p

But this is eating into our time, I guess... SS seemed overwhelmed now... I hope he is feeling emotionally ok...

Alrite... So, who is who? Kekeke... Well, that's for the 4 of us to argue... :p

Thanks for reading... :)

我爱顶尖流行歌曲排行榜, 08/06/08

Recommended songs:

復刻回憶


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EF6pvQpwTv0

我就是这样


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5W0OCdiwX8

脱逃术


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alDR5ZxP2-M

Pfft...

No... Not farting silently...

Just my balloon de-gassing...

Sianz...

Been stressed out by work... Got headache from work and left office last week... Then last night can't sleep... And this morning got headache again...

Boss ranted at me again... I am getting the hint that he tot my work 'attitude' is not very good... taking MC etc... But then again, he is the type that takes 0 or 1 day MC per year and come back office to work when he is on leave on weekends... So... Every one is a slacker to him...

But I really felt it this time... I really felt that I dun really belong here... Too many people seeing me as a pseudo-enemy to their climb up the corporate ladder... And I am not even THAT good... *duh*

Anyway... No mood leh...

Started a couple of topics to post but cannot finish either... Haiz...

Sorry for seeing this ranting... :p

Thanks for reading...

More! :p

More Kwon Sang Woo! :p



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pNofaWSqjA&feature=related

*Swoon!* :p

Wanna shower?

Was bored and discovered this... :p


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJuSuD4TxoM&feature=related

Shit... I missed the show when it was showing... :p

Kwon Sang Woo is my all time Korean!... Looks so yummy even with the nerdy hairdo... :p



But the guy next to him also very yummy... :p

Unmask please! Hee... :p

Mahjong...

Kekeke... Just a note...

Cos hands itchy...

Anyone needs a mahjong kaki? Hahaha...

I need to be some guys' regular mahjong kaki... Hahaha... :p

Fuck Buddies - Special and final installment

Heh heh heh… I decided to add this new installment to update the periodic table that I had created… I wanna talk about C and Br. :p

I left out C in the series…:p C is a old gentleman I met in a local spa. He is rather old (but not ancient kind of old…)… I think C will probably be the oldest guy I had ever had sex with! :p But in the dim lights of the spa, he looked ok…His body was in a good shape and he likes sex… I guess that's very important…:p What made C more attractive than he is, later, to me, is what he works as… :p Let's just say he fulfilled one of my fantasies when I fucked him…Hahaha…But I still had yet to make him go all the way to fulfill my fantasy… :p C is also the first guy I had fucked on the SM swing contraption... It was kinda kinky but it was fun… Hahaha… And C also enjoyed it… :p C was also a very romantic kind of guy… We spent lots of time kissing, hugging and 'tugging' at the big heated pool at the spa… I know… everyone can see us... but I guess that is no big deal for me… :p But I had contacted C less and less as my work gets more busy… Also, I dun wanna let C think I am after his money or something… You see, when we go out to eat etc, C will offer to pay for everything... And though I enjoyed it, I do feel bad about it… But I certainly would like to be fucking C often… :p Maybe I should call him often now… :p

Br… Ah… :p :p Met Br at a carpark. He was with a friend and was initially interested in someone else as I saw Br went forward and talk to that guy… But after that guy rejected Br, Br spotted me and came and asked me if I want a 3some with him and his friend… I can’t see his friend well but Br attracted me. He is rather cute and quite my type and so I agreed. We went to a secluded corner and it was then that I noticed Br’s friend was someone I met at 17 before and though we did something there before, I doubt this guy was really interested in me… So, it was just Br and me kissing and Br started sucking me when he noticed the friend was walking away from us… He stopped and said that perhaps his friend was not really into it and maybe we can meet up another time instead… So we exchanged numbers and I saw Br and his friend walked off to get another 3some partner.

Well, as luck might have it, I was quite unlucky that night and couldn’t get anyone… and was about to leave when I spotted a car just entering the carpark. I decided to give it one last try and approached the car. It turned out to be Br!! :p We kissed and was thinking of just making out then and there but there were some distractions and we decided to change to another carpark. But it was worse as we discovered a guy crawling to the car to try to voyeur at us… It was then that Br suggested going back to his place and we finally get a comfortable place to make out… :p Turned out Br and me matched quite well sexually and I totally dig Br’s body… :p We took about 2 hours to finish the business… Kekeke…

Met up Br again and we fucked again… This time, I ended up shooting my cum all over his chest and neck in the shower… It was totally hot as I had thought Br would want to be fucked again after a shower instead of asking me to cum on him in the shower… :p I was so tempted to shoot on his face instead… Kekeke… Maybe another time… Hahaha!

Other updates:

E called me! Hahaha… That was quite an achievement…. After posting on E, I decided to see if E’s number had been changed and though he did not pick up my call then, he called back soon after… And there was once he invited me to fuck him again! But it was too bad I had just cummed RIGHT before he called and I had to cancel his invite…

L invited me to his place again… Hahaha… Seems like my cock might be getting lucky recently… :P

Ok lah, there you go, guys… The final episode of the new periodic table… :p Elements J, N, G, Jm, Gw, E, T, Rt, A, Ry, W, L, C and Br… :p

我爱顶尖流行歌曲排行榜, 01/06/08

Recommended songs:

我们都是一朵花


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s7pKJMt0Qro

百分百


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSB9X978-BA

神秘嘉宾


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqdZOQOojAY

Depression setting in... again...

Somehow... I let depression sneak into my life again...

Suddenly, I seem to be overwhelmed by a lot of problems... And these problems are seemingly small, unimportant and even, non-existent, to some people... But to me, they are now as real as everything... I guess this is what depression is about... We are unable to resolve things that to many other people are common or even non-existent... And other people do not understand...

And I think about death more frequently than I think about sex now... Hahaha... And to think that some research showed that men think about sex every 9 (or was it 6?) minutes and someone mentioned that gay men will think more!...

It seemed to be the one way to solve a lot of problems... And especially since I get upset so easily by so many things... I can't find any easy way to solve them... I was even contemplating of telling a couple of closer friends my address so they can attend my wake if they find me missing for a few days...

But the good thing is, I am probably only having a case of mild clinical depression... like what I was diagnosed as having last year... Which means I am very likely to be able to keep my suicide tendencies in check...

Anyway... Friends may not necessarily useful in this situation... Some people are not good listeners, most people do not understand depression... In fact, sometimes, sufferers of depression will also advise one another to 'look on the bright side' and 'cheer up' (But it is not so simple...)... Some people are also scared of friends who needs emotional support... After all, it takes a lot of energy to look out for them... Also, re-iterating to them again and again the problems I seem to have will just drive them crazy after a while... No one can handle that kind of 'pressure'... even boy told me he feels very pressured whenever I told him my problems (which are bound to include some related to him)... Unless you are paid to do so, I think...

I wonder whether I should re-make my appointment to see the psychologist...

Anyway, thanks for reading...

Fuck Buddies - Part 6

Well, since I am in the mood to write… Here’s part 6… The guys whom I might still have a chance to make them my FB… If I am not so lazy and start communicating regularly with them, that is… :p

I will cover Ry, W and L in this installment… Still thinking whether I should stop here or do a special installment… :p

Anyway… on to Ry… As mentioned in Part 2, Ry is a friend of mine whom I knew from some time already. I knew him only a year or 2 less than Gw… So, I had known him for a pretty long time… :p The way we met is rather blurry now… If I did not recall wrongly, we met at a shopping mall toilet… :p I cannot remember whether we were hanky panky-ing with one another… I think Ry would be able to recall better on how we met. :p If I did not recall wrongly, Ry was either peeping at me hanky panky-ing around under the partitions with someone else or he was ‘admiring’ my tool from under the partition at the shopping mall toilet. :p I think he told me he liked what he saw and that’s how we arranged to go to a nearby university campus to seek relieve. Kekeke…

As Ry was rather skinny, he looked older than his age. It does not mean he does not look good. In fact, he looked rather good. Very mature looking. (Remember, N liked him enough to ask for his number and have ‘coffee’ with Ry after just meeting him once? :p) Because he looked older than he is, I thought he had started work and so when he suggested going to the campus, I was a little surprised. He brought me to a toilet in a wing of NTU that was not so frequented by students. Anyway, it was after 7pm already and there was not many students around then to begin with (now it is a different story…with an increased student population due to increased number of programmes offered, it is unlikely one can find a secluded spot in NTU anymore). The toilet was rather big as it catered to handicapped students and it was very very clean as it is seldom used, if at all… Initially, I think nothing of it as I was just thinking that we will just kiss, blow one another and then jerk off… but what started out as kissing, blowing one another and jerking off each other became more serious as we got into the heat and passion of making out… And finally, we took off all our clothing and lie down on the toilet floor and perform the 69… I swear… the floor IS clean… :p And so, that’s why me and Ry met… Thinking of this past episode can still give me the boner… :p We tried to go back to this toilet some years after… with Ry’s friend for a 3some… but as I mentioned, the increased student population meant a lot of students will walk around the campus, even at late hours and at secluded parts of the campus and the 3some did not go down as well we had hoped… It’s a pity that we dun have a chance to do anal… :p He’s a top and he has a big cock… It always happen that the slim guys I had met have big cocks… :p So, we can’t fuck one another… Kekeke… Oh… And Ry kisses well too… :p It’s a pleasure to kiss him… :p We are still in contact with one another and we are planning to go Shogun together one evening… Heh…

Better dun just talk about Ry… Let me start with W. I met W in a spa. He was not my type physically and as such, though I had seen him several times at the spa, we had never done anything… However, after a long time, I happened to literally bump into W after a dinner as he was returning to his place… For once, we chatted and he seemed like a really nice guy. He’s very gentlemanly and seemingly very knowledgeable too. And so, he invited me to his place for a drink… Hahaha… And so, we started chatting on his bed and he showed me his porn collection and one thing led to another and he began kissing me and stripping me and he unwittingly discovered my weak (or G) point. :p I was so intrigued by his kissing at my G point, I was totally submitted to him and he took the opportunity of no resistance from me and fucked me… :p And I tell you… his man tool is HUGE… Up till today, I really have no idea on how he had managed to get to accept that huge dick of his up my ass without feeling any discomfort… I can only explain that it is him discovering my G point when we were kissing… So… Anyone who are interested in entering Buaya from down under can seriously consider spending some time to discover the G point… Kekeke…

Apparently, W did not know he had hit the G point… cos when we meet up again for another round of me trying out the bumpy ride, he missed the spot totally and entry was difficult and ultimately abandoned mid-way… His cock was just too big for me… :p

W would like to do more sex with me… But I was kinda disappointed… W seems to just wanna fuck me and he dun wanna meet up for anything else, it seems… Also W is a busy man… Haiz… If only he can re-discover my G point… As he is a gentle man in bed, I really dun think I will mind some riding if he can re-dicover the G point and be more sincere in meeting up, as in not just meeting for sex… :p I really prefer doing friends than just simply a FB… :)

Lastly, L… Meeting L is really something a little unusual for me… I was shopping and he was working in a retail shop and I was eyeing his colleagues and was barely noticing him… Then I went to the toilet to pee and L happened to knock off from work and went to the toilet to pee before going off… And that’s where I finally notice L. At the urinals. :p He was eyeing and smiling at me… :p And then we chatted and exchanged numbers…

We meet up some time later and he give me a wonderful blowjob… In fact, L is pretty good at giving blowjobs and he really enjoys blowing my Joystick… There was once we were shopping and he just wanna blow me and we had to hide in a toilet and have him blow me till I cum… :p I tried to fuck him once… He was pretty receptive at first but half way through he just can’t take the pounding and have to ask me to withdraw and finish me with me shooting in his mouth instead… Kekeke… The thing about L is he likes me and the bad thing is I think he might have liked me a little too much… he can sometimes be a little ‘chatty’… like G… And I started to avoid L… Recently, we started sms-ing again and he started suggesting me going to his place… I wonder if that means L can be a regular… :p

Ok lah… this installment is pretty long… Think I better stop… I might be writing a special installment after this… might have some updates on the periodic table… Hahaha… :p